My favorite Bright Eyes song. Hope you like it too! Been telling myself I need to be honest with you all, but then when it comes time to do so I get way too nervous about putting myself out there. The truth is I'm exhausted and my confidence is very low the past week. I think my hormones are adjusting to being post-pregnancy now. I'm also only getting 2 hours of continuous sleep at a time. I'm sure that's contributing. I have a stretch mark appearing on my belly now, and I find myself mindlessly touching it all day. It keeps reminding me that my body has changed forever now. I think I have to let go of the desire to be perfect looking, and accept what I do have and let all of your kind comments sink in and heal me. I appreciate all of you. I've needed your positive comments for the past 8 years, and especially for the past 3 while I've been starting my family. I love that there are people that are nice to others on the internet, even though they are anonymous and don't have to be. I hope I bring any of you even a bit of the comfort and warmth that you bring me. This has been a rough year so far, and I imagine it's been way worse for those with conventional jobs. I just want to say thank you for being here with me and for being patient with me as I recover. Here's some things I've watched or read during quarantine that were really good and you might like: 'Children of Men', 'The Road', 'Joker', 'Community', and 'Ex Machina'. Here's a muffin recipe I tried that turned out amazing: https://sallysbakingaddiction.com/blueberry-oatmeal-muffins/ Here's the best instant noodles I've ever had: https://www.amazon.com/Indomi… If anyone has any life tips or media recommendations or something they want to rant about, feel free to post in the comments or message me. Thank you, all.