i feel like the âbetterâ / more experienced i get at porn the more i fake shit and donât look like myself or do things nautically and itâs just not real so i just wanted to take a second to myself and masturbate in a way i like and not care about the fact the way iâm sitting looks fat or my nipples arenât hard or my hairs a mess or anythjngblike that i just wanted to feel good so this is me feeling good. unapologetically
