You could do everything right, pull out all the stops to impress me. Carve out your life in a way you think would make me reconsider my lack of interest in you. Be a âgood guyâ and yet I still want nothing to do with you. Youâll become obsessed with not caring. Telling yourself you donât give a fuck, whatever, Iâm just another woman... but you know itâs all lies. You know thereâs a reason why years have gone by and yet youâve never had to crawl back because you never had it in you to leave the thought of me alone. Youâve conditioned yourself to think about me every single day for years and you have no motivation to ever stop. Having me as the purpose for all your hard work has only seen to an upgrade in your lifestyle, in every way except the one that really matters: getting to be with me. So you wonât stop. What is there to lose? The chance at something real, something not completely fabricated during all those nights you spent alone, aching for a woman who has never even thought twice about you? Youâre so cute when youâre delusional. Read more