Real talk: My small, natural, perky tits are perfect to me. I have never been interested in implants, and Iām pretty dang sure I never will be. However, a lot of the women in this industry do end up getting them. And their work does better because of it. From Reddit, to TikTok, to IG, and Iām sure other platforms, the implants help a lot to get these creators seen. Sometimes it just really frustrates me because I am truly being held back by choosing to stay natural. My choice is costing me income, and that really doesnāt sit well with me. The last year+ has been a challenge for me. Iāve been working my ass off to try to get fans to my page and keep them for a little bit. (Not talking about you, my loyal supporters. I see you ā„ļø) I try to keep this page as positive and upbeat as I can. But sometimes I feel like sharing my real thoughts and struggles with you. I do all my promotion myself. I donāt have an assistant or a manager or anything. I donāt feel that I can afford one. Promoting my work is exhausting and discouraging and I have to bear that burden myself. Because Iām the one doing the work, Iām the one who cries when my accounts are banned. Iām the one who feels disheartened when Iām banned from yet another subreddit without an explanation. Iām the one who wants to bang my head against the wall when I think Iām creating eye catching TikToks that used to work and yet nothing is taking off for months and months. Iām trying to build a future for myself. And I have big dreams to help animals and our world. I am so so grateful that I no longer have to work a job that makes me miserable. And I have you to thank for that! I am so lucky to live this life. But I am still so far from my goals. I know I am not even close to my potential because I canāt get myself seen by enough people. And Iām tired. All of this is to say Iām tired, and it bums me out that if I chose to be less me, my business would benefit. But I donāt want to be less me. Well I hope I didnāt bum you out. Life isnāt all rainbows and sunshine. This job takes a mental toll and itās not because of the āfatherless activitiesā we film. š I guess Iām feeling a little down tonight and I just felt like sharing that with you. Much love to you and may you find your truth š«¶