We were trying to set up a MFMFM or MMMFF fivesome and had a group chat going. I expressed that I might have difficulty reaching climax with that many people around me. Somebody recommended I fake it for the camera, but I refused and didnโt want to do that. I know many of you are subbed to me to see my real orgasms, so I would rather just not have an orgasm at all than fake one when Iโm not feeling it. I try to make porn that shows real, authentic passion between people. None of my scenarios are staged or faked. With exception to 1 person who was a professional porn star, everybody else whoโs starred in our videos was your typical, everyday person with a normal job. We have swung with physicians, psychologists, attorneys, mechanical engineers, programmers, teachers, police officers, financial advisors, military soldiers, even pastors! We have swung with all types of people from all backgrounds. That is why I always blur faces and provide face masks, if so requested. People always ask me why I donโt have a lot of cumshots in my videos, and itโs specifically because of that โ the people we feature are not professional porn stars. I try to remind my fans that the people in my videos are normal people and not professionals. People who arenโt used to being in front of the camera can get performance anxiety and find it hard to finish, or they sometimes finish at unexpected times. So while Iโve been trying to catch that elusive cumshot and DP scene for ages, it hasnโt been as easy as one would think. And I'm the same way too. I sometimes get performance anxiety, especially when there's too many people around. Sometimes there's just not the right chemistry for me to orgasm in front of a new play partner. Sometimes one of the guys doesn't fit quite right in me and I end up getting a little bit sore. Sometimes I am just not comfortable enough to let my guard down and concentrate to be able to finish. That's why I've only cum three times in group scenes so far. My favorite bull was out of town and not available that weekend, so I had to use somebody new. Because of some unexpected performance issues during our last MFM, I was not able to capture the DP scene I wanted to send out to my rebillers. So this means that I will be sending out my first facial scene to my rebillers at the end of this month! I plan on doing a Sailor Moon cosplay for my first facial scene. I am hoping to reconnect with my favorite bull in October so I can shoot the DP scene that I have been wanting to get for you!