Happy almost thanksgiving ;) spending it with my bestie and my sober friends ā¤ļøā¤ļø my return will be very soon and itāll be HOT I promise ā¤ļø Iāve been slowly getting back into work the last 2 days but remember Iām 2 weeks out of a relationship that triggered my PTSD at the end / Iāve been spending all of my time trying to stay sober, surrounding myself with my support system, decluttering & reorganizing my apt and ridding everything of my ex, and lots of therapy LOL - Iāve had 0 appetite and can hardly fall asleep most nights but I think itās getting a little better, everything gets better in time yall and Iām a firm believer in that. Like my therapist keeps telling me, Iāve been thru way worse & survived so Iāll get thru this too!! But donāt let me fool yāall, I am sad AS FUCK and I feel like half of me is gone - maybe more than half and thatās SAD as fuckkk to me :( Read more
