It’s just different when it’s children. It’s even more brutal and worse! I’m sad for the country. I don’t want to get numb I want this to affect me because otherwise it’s even scarier. Like that movie Brazil where the diners at the restaurant a t€rrorist attack blows away customers ans the staff just sweeps away the carcasses ans puts up folding screens to cover the carnage so it doesn’t interrupt the rest of the patrons meals. We can’t get to that. :/