I’m going to be a little personal and may be a little awkward here but I was just standing here thinking is it possible I am the way I am because I’ve always been let down so much in my life and everybody always leaves me in my life and I’ve always been told everything is my fault so my question is am I the way I am the kind caring person that doesn’t give up on people and gets stomped on and manipulated and used and treated like shit and still will be there for people just because I’m a kind and caring person only because everybody else in my life have left me so I am the opposite of that and I stick with people even when I shouldn’t ? Because it really does fucking confuse me that I put up with a lot of fucking shit that I shouldn’t and I don’t know if that makes me stronger if that makes me weak like at least I’m not stupid at least I realize all the stuff and I’m fully aware of all the things going on around me I just don’t know why I allow as much as I do or I put up with as much as I do but I do know everything has a breaking point, just a matter of when ? Read more
