Hey everyone! As a Canadian I do have to add in the compulsory "I'm Sorry" for disappearing for over a week. (This is one of the reasons that I prefer to do PPV versus subscriptions). I have decided that I don't need to apologize though. Sometimes life happens and I step back. Gotta work with my brain, not against it. Part of learning to 'adult' as a late diagnosed AuDHD woman. If you were curious about what lead to the hiatus (maybe it will help you recognize these patterns in people you personally know so you can understand them better), here is a breakdown. I was feeling pretty stressy and depressy so I wasn't eating healthy foods or drinking enough water. This lead to me feeling bloated and not attractive so taking photos became very difficult. I was also running low on groceries but had ADHD paralysis in regards to what I wanted to eat, & couldn't decide what to buy. I wanted eggs but the last time I got eggs, my brain decided that they would make me gag instead (I'll probably be able to eat them in a month or so? idk). Not wanting to waste money, but also not wanting to continue eating poorly, I pretty much only ate enough to get the hunger pangs to leave. That lead to zero energy. I then met some new friends who all wanted to hangout in quick succession. Since I haven't had much of a social life over the last two years (when I moved to Vancouver), socializing took way more out of me than I thought it would. Stayed out past my bedtime & drank alcohol, which makes sleeping even harder for someone who sucks at sleeping. Still behind on my sleep requirements, but socializing is taking less energy now that I am getting used to it again so its leveling out. I also purchased some leafy greens, getting my protein in, planted my hydroponic gardens. I'm feeling more like myself again :) Learning to navigate working for myself, living by myself, caring for Kairos while also caring for myself, being separated from my comfort humans, socializing but not getting sucked into toxic friendships, etc has been quite the journey. I miss making dinner for my family, I miss seeing them each week at family games night, and I miss my friends in Prince George; however, I really do want to build a fulfilling life in Vancouver. I'm not giving up. The new friendships I've made are helping SO much. Hoping 2024 will be the year that things start to really click. Excited to see the rest of the year unfold :)
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