Hey guys...... I know I’ve been pretty shit at this but I keep getting thrown lemons in life... and my fucked up lil head can’t cope , writing this to explain my absence and other matters! I will attempt to keep brief! mental health took quite a toll to the point of suicide. I’ve been having awesome help and guidance. For some time I couldn’t even leave the house or even bare to look at emails or messages. I’m slowly working on this, so I apologise if have not responded to messages! Recently I had to leave my apartment , (room mate suddenly decided they wanted to live alone) so me and the cat have been staying at various friends houses..... where doing webcam etc is a little hard!!! But I am currently working on that!! So please bare with me!! I am going to start uploading more pics and videos every day!!! What video would you like to see if me next?? Love you all and thank you for supporting me xxxx